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| Posted On Oct 12, 2008 at 1:21 AM |
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Hi All,
I am a newbie and my name is Joann. Just joined about three or four days ago via the Free Manifestation Program. I always knew this was for me but needed to find a program that was a right "fit" for me
I am hoping someone can give me some insight on this.
I have noticed for some time that whenever I look at my digital clock, not all the time, but a LOT of times it will say 11:11 or 4:04 or 10:10 or 3:33. This was happening even before I started with this program.
When this happens I will be doing something else and look up to see what time it is for a number of reasons.....is it time for my favorite program, should I start dinner now, or anything.
Can anyone clue me in as to why I am seeing duplicate numbers so often? 
This has really been bugging me, not in a negative way though, I am just curious.
P.S. I posted this in the wrong category and will repost in Surveys. If anyone still wishes to answer please feel free to do so.
Thanks,
Joann
Last edited on Oct 12, 2008 at 1:35 AM by sharewall.
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| Re: What Is This Saying To Me???? |
| Posted On Oct 12, 2008 at 12:12 PM |
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Dearest Joann,
Your message was not posted in the wrong category, although you may (and I hope you do) receive a response because I hope it will accent what I would like to tell you here!
First of all, welcome to this wonderful place, I think I speak for many when I say that it would be so nice if you loved it here! You are always welcome to post your questions, your insights, your excitement, and anything else you would like to share in a safe and loving place. We have fabulous certified prosperity guides and lots of lovely people who are always listening and responding, so please visit often.
Now, for your question! I have to say, I was positively delighted to read what you wrote and from my perspective (and quite possibly that of many many others here), this is very very good news for you, your seeing numbers lining up this way!!!! We like to think of it as 'cosmic winks' !! Those are signs from the Universe, possibly your angels and spirit guides, other non-physical support sources (maybe totem animals) kind of 'whispering' to you, that they are helping you...that you are not alone on your path. Perhaps because our lives are so busy and we're not always as quiet as we might be to 'hear' angelic/divine messages, our non-physical support system needs ways to get our attention and maybe just say 'hi! I'm here, right beside you! Ask me for help! I can help!' - something like that! This is the way I think of it. Whenever I see "11.11" I am particularly touched because that was the first of these 'cosmic winks' I had ever learned of.
I can promise you, with lots of confidence, Joann, that you are being guided, directed, and certainly loved, in gentle ways with these experiences. It's fun to say 'thank you' to acknowledge what is going on, and then joyfully expect more cosmic winks in your experience. I LOVE them! Maybe this last week, you received so many of them because you are being applauded for joining us here on the Portal...I am not 100% sure of that, but I certainly hope so!
Please let us hear from you again!!
Love and blessings,
diane
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| Posted On Oct 12, 2008 at 3:34 PM |
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Hi Diane,
Thank you so very, very much for your response.
When I read you answer I started to cry. I know in my heart there is a better way of expressing life. I would get so frustrated and mad that I would actually scream at God "if you are real then give me somehting better than this". I was trying to do everything myself and a lot of things were not working. It seemed like I was at a standstill.
When the time thing started happening I did not know what was going on. Now when I look up and see double digits on my clock I will say "thank you, thank you, thank you for being here and guiding me all the time even though I did not know it". I will also apologize for screaming. LOL.
I know I was sent here. I have spent money on other manifestation programs but they were not a fit for me(very upsetting). One late night(when I was just fed up) I said, find me a good manifiestation program and I am not paying one thin dime to join. LOL. I googled "good manifestation programs that are free to join" and here I am.
I use the Abundance Mindset Program and really enjoy it(still using it). I have received flashes of insight that have opened my eyes to my stumbling blocks. I like all of the activities, especially the "check" I receive everyday. I am now a paid member.
I have also seen that I need to get in alignment with my desire, I have been shown that I am moving way too fast. I want my desire to manifest NOW, but I have to get in alignment with it not run ahead of it, so I will be using that portal quite a bit.
One more question, if you don't mind.......why do I cry so much? My heart get so full, especially when I get enlightment or answers or "see" certain things so clearly that I had not seen before I just bust out crying, but to me it is too much crying. When will this stop or at least slow down a bit?
Thank you ever so much for your answer and I wish you and everyone else nothing but miracles, as I wish for myself.
Joann
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| Posted On Oct 12, 2008 at 4:00 PM |
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Hi Joann and welcome!
I love diane's response to you, so I am glad that you connected with the beauty of it too! I have nothing really to add to that, but can certainly relate to the crying! I remember at one point that I stopped wearing eye make-up because my mascara would smudge with all of the crying! Most of it, for me, is not unhappy. It is emotional. It is joyful. It sometimes does relate to things that hurt. The beauty is that I am feeling and allowing myself to feel. There were times in the past when I felt a "full" feeling and thought that it would be too much. My experience has shown that when I allow things to be and experience them fully, I definitely can handle the feelings. I am glad that you are feeling. So many of us are disconnected from our emotions and they are there to guide us.
What is the discomfort or fear with the crying? Is there some belief or story that you are telling yourself about it?
I am glad that you are here and I wish you nothing but miracles and joy too!
Nicola
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| Re: What Is This Saying To Me???? |
| Posted On Oct 13, 2008 at 3:55 AM |
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Hi Nicola and thanks.
I had written something else about the crying but when I got to your question about "is there any discomfort or fear with the crying and was there some belief or story that that I was telling myself about it", I started to write no but something made me stop and ponder those lines more.
I can truthfully say I have never felt fear with the crying, but I have felt a profound thankfulness sometimes when I cry, a cleansing feeling sometimes after crying and other times I would experience a great sadness then cry.
As far as the story I have been telling myself, it may be that I have or had been thinking God was holding back my prosperity for whatever reason.
I use to cry or feel sad, as a child, when something was denied me that I did not think was fair and maybe that old programming has to be brought to the light in order to be resolved so I can move on to actually manifest the desire I am asking for.
Hope this helps.
Peace, love and prosperity to all,
Joann
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| Posted On Oct 13, 2008 at 2:35 PM |
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Dearest Joann,
for what it's worth, these are some thoughts I have on what you've written here. I am a great cry-er myself, so I can relate and empathize with your thoughts, and the first thing I will offer is that there is nothing wrong with how you feel nor is there anything wrong with why you cry.
If you have felt some insight by asking yourself to tell 'the story' then brava! Now you perhaps have some new information that you can move forward with and make new choices about. We always step into our power when we can see something clearer and then ask ourselves, "Hm, what will I do with this now? What will I choose here?" It is always up to you.
If you feel sad / disappointed / hurt / etc., crying can be cathartic and cleansing for certain. Once I have had a good cry for this purpose (did I say I am no stranger to the Kleenex?! I sometimes stand in the mirror to have a chat with my Higher Self. She is always very gentle, kind, loving, and will often say something like "What do you want?" From there we decide together what my next steps are...and just so you know, very often it is to go to bed and get some rest. She may take over, in my dreams where amazingly enough, I have great fun, and when I awake, things feel very different.
I would bet your own Higher Self and angels are standing by, waiting to be asked to be there before, during, and after a good cry. I would gently recommend you not disappoint them - lol - they want to help and will do so, so lovingly that you will never feel alone with your tears again.
Sending you love and joyful everything,
diane
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| Posted On Oct 13, 2008 at 2:38 PM |
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PS! If you haven't done so already, the Angel Messages audio - found on page of Creators Toolbox - Prosperity Alignment Center audios (I think! - is a keeper. I love it and listen to it often. It might resonate with you!
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| Posted On Oct 13, 2008 at 6:40 PM |
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Thanks for your feedback gsgourment and I wll listen to the Angel Messages.
Love to all,
Joann
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